My roots are in Scotland and family here. It’s a place of fresh air, open spaces, raw landscapes, familiarity and friendly people ready to smile and give you a hand … and their opinion about things. My heart feels such resonance.
Whenever I am here, and am about to leave, there is tension between wanting to be here, or there in Pennsylvania. This comes from my thinking and possibly a belief, that I should be more decisive.
Right now, as I look out at the ever changing weather, and prepare for a walk dodging the rain clouds, I realize that there is only this moment to appreciate.
In a few days I will return to the US. I will bid fond farewells and prepare for the warmth of the weather, the shift in pace and expectations. I will be greeted with gratitude for my return, lots of love and a thoughtful meal to keep me awake for just a bit longer. The daily routine with Don and the dogs, old friends, wonderful yoga peeps, and those on their own paths of spirituality and growth… and Chanticleer Gardens.
I appear to live in two worlds. How can I embrace them both, rather than think I am being torn between them?
Conflict and inner tension comes when we don’t accept the way things are. The ego mind wants resolution rather than ambiguity; stability rather than uncertainty; and of course, always tries to be in absolute control.
So .. What does the heart say to this? It says, love it all, it’s a gift to have two worlds. Both can exist side by side and compliment each other. Both can nourish and hold you. Find your way and embrace it all.
And the soul knows even more. This is what life is offering you. There is connection in all that is here and there. You understand, and are the bridge between worlds. Be the bridge.
I am drawn to paths and bridges in nature, and in life.
It is a curious exploration after all.
Namaste
Find Your Middle Ground 
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